What Is the Calling?

Let me start by asking you a few questions:
• Do you feel different from others?
• Do estranged or hurting people seem drawn to you? And do you also feel—or sometimes feel—this way: hurt or estranged?
• Do you tend to feel deep empathy for people—sometimes too much?
• Do you sometimes feel everything all at once?
• Do you feel a fire in your heart when there is injustice?
• Do you genuinely exercise kindness? Or do you experience anger?
• Do you feel unseen, misunderstood?
• Do you feel like a punching bag—or do you sometimes make others a punching bag?
• Do you make yourself a punching bag?

If these questions resonate with you, I don’t believe it’s by accident that you’re here.
You were highlighted for a reason.

I felt encouraged to create this site as an invitation:
To help you identify your gifts, to reconnect with your creativity, and to sharpen these heightened senses—rather than feel overwhelmed by them.
I believe these heightened senses are gifts.
And they are needed in a world starving for true connection—with others, and with ourselves.

The Calling is an invitation to discover your God-given purpose.
An invitation into a real relationship with a real, living, and breathing God—the One who knows the hidden struggles that others don’t see on the surface.

This is also an invitation to become equipped—to fight the battles of life, and the deeper battles of spiritual warfare.
What is spiritual warfare? I believe it’s the way unattended or inherited dark energies (yes—demons) sneak in through the cracks of neglected or misunderstood emotional, spiritual, and even genetic patterns.
Patterns passed down through our lineage—trying to repeat themselves in our lives.

This is a call to break those generational cycles—of slavery and bondage.
Whether it’s substance use, mental illness, or invisible psychological traits that try to block a good inheritance—this is about identifying and healing them.
These hindering characteristics might look like people-pleasing, narcissism, passive aggression, toxic empathy, or a deep-rooted fear of setting boundaries—with others or within ourselves.

I was encouraged to create this website because of what God has done in me.
Because of how He has equipped me—and continues to—through the very real, deep-rooted issues hidden under layers of unfair, unspoken, or unhealed circumstances.
Circumstances that shaped harmful patterns in me—causing harm not only to myself, but also to those closest to me, as I was swept into a toxic cycle of deception.
Until I was awakened—when I finally took off the rose-colored glasses I had worn for years.

The God who had been pursuing me—never stopped.
Especially through the unfairness, the unawareness, and the emotional and neurological struggles that led me into cycles of sin.

In Hebrews, sin is called kata—which means failed goals.
In Greek, sin means missing the mark.
I had missed the mark. Missed opportunities. Missed the one goal my soul truly longed for: to be home with the love I was created for.
The love of God—not religion.

Vulnerable and without the right tools to face the world’s unfairness, I fell into despair.
I almost lost my life.
God saved me—from deadly sin unleashed. (More on this soon.)

It was when I answered His Great Calling—the one He placed inside me even before I existed—that everything began to change.
In short, I almost died. But by His mercy and grace, He saved me.
I surrendered my whole life into His hands.

I deeply wanted to know the God who saved me.
I felt His love—but I wanted to know Him.
I wanted to know His story.

In April 2023, I began reading Scripture from the beginning.
And ever since, I’ve been on a journey of deep uprooting, mind renewal, and discovering what it means to have a firm foundation and a true identity in Christ, beneath all the layers I had worn.

I was starving for more of God, and His Word became the nourishment my soul had been crying out for.
It wasn’t just reading—it was understanding:
Historically, metaphorically, logically, biologically, and culturally.
I didn’t even know I was studying Scripture exegetically.
But God was meeting me exactly where I was.

As I write this, I’m entering the First Testament.
And through this journey with God, I’ve realized—I wasn’t just learning His story.
My story was unfolding alongside it.

Here’s how I describe it:
When someone auditions for a role in a film, they’re given “sides”—short script selections that reflect part of the story.
Different actors interpret those sides based on their unique life experiences and talents.
Thousands might be considered for one role.

But with God’s Story, we’re each given the script.
And when you answer the call—you’re given the part.
God searches the hearts of many, but He chose you to fill a role in His greater narrative.
If you’re willing to say yes.

Scripture has been my journey of learning the role written for me—being built, shaped, and formed to become the character I was created to walk in.

So…

Who is God?
What is His story?
What is His plan?

Would you like to be part of His greater story?

If your heart says yes—or even if you’re just curious to learn who you are in the pure form of your design—it begins with seeking a truth that will set you free (John 8:31–32).
It begins with turning the first page.
And from there, God begins to show you the path to life.